Current mood:

thoughtful

This, That, That, This
*NYC was fucking awesome. WE got some free facials, it was great to hang out with Katie, her brother and her brother's awesome girlfriend and to see nick and scott. It was also great to walk around all day on Saturday and get a real feel for what the city was like... I have never wanted to live in New York until this weekend. Coming back to Boston I realized how tiny and almost insignificant it is. I have never felt that way coming from any other city. I guess New York City is really just one of the most impressive in the world.

*I am terrified to go to the doctor on Monday. I am obviously a severe hypochondriac and I just always worry that they'll find some horrible disease that I didn't know I had. I've been thinking about my health more than usual lately, and I think it's because I'm actually happy with a majority of my life. I have time to worry about other stuff, and the only thing I can think of right now that could make my life really really bad is getting some kind of disease. Sure, other stuff could happen, but it gives me something to worry about. This is not a healthy way to live. Do I think I don't deserve happiness? Is it human nature to think everything is too good to be true? I don't know...

*I am on a bit of a gym kick recently. Well, I went two days in a row, but that really is amazing for me. I was running today and granted I didn't run a lot, but I still didn't feel as tired as usual. I'm actually even thinking about going to the gym tomorrow too!

*Brain's birthday is tomorrow! I'm taking him out to dinner tomorrow night and we're going out again on Friday night. It should be a good time both times! BOOYA!